The Wall

We were early, not fashionably so. I had my ragged notebook in hand, my sweater the color of spring sunshine. When we walked in, our footsteps curious, the slate grey floor echoed our nerves.

I found a seat in the front and instantly made eye contact with the large, hand-painted wall at the far end. It was acrylic on brick, pastel on muddy brown, stories in every crack.

I heard a switch click on, flooding the room with lights that matched my sweater, breathing life into art that smelled like a wallflower. I saw five people, huddled around a table like it was their own little secret.

Jimmy played his guitar in a corner, for friends who liked his music better than him. I saw a violin on the next guy’s shoulder, he had struggle on his face and a rip on his faded white jeans.

The man in the center – I called him Karl – had his cards fanned out in the way that experts do, and a drink on the coffee table. He gambled the night away with his two other friends, mischief hidden in his dark brown eyes.

But when I was drawn into things that were more poetic than Jimmy’s guitar or Karl’s poker face and saw heads down, hair streaked with the glow of active smartphones, words tumbling into poetry with every breath, I felt Jimmy play along, Karl set his cards down and the violin? The violin was finally in tune with our shaky words.

Half Past Six

The tangy grey of dusk lulls the cacophony around us. It’s soft orange peaks play gently with our hair, twirling it around and pulling it into pigtails.

The crickets hold court, a tractor engine roars, a rusty seesaw creaks with childlike joy; machines whir, coffee berries are stripped naked; a noisy tray belies it’s clinking tea glasses and a million thoughts are sent as quiet sighs into the air.

The brick in-lay has made the soles of my feet red, and the moisture kisses the tips of my fingers.

The teatime chatter spreads it’s wings and gently nudges my shoulder. I turn it away and sit cross-legged, waiting.

I watch grey turn to darker grey and finally to black.

And I realize, in the deepest parts of my stomach, I do not want it to end.